F.A. moron!

i was very angry at myself for the past few days. i really think that i did something very wrong!! i just hate myself. i think that i'm a freakin' moron!! i just hate myself now. i've been doing the wrong things. i've been thinking things that are not good. i've been a f*ck ass moron these past few days. Urgh! what am i saying????

Bothered????!

The life of being a 4th yr / high school life is about to end. 6 school days left for us but there are still things that bothers me. i really don't know whator maybe i know i'm just afraid to admit it to myself. I just freakin' hate myself when it comes to these things. today, i went home together with my friend ferds, we talked about a lot of stuff and what really took my attention was when he said something about he has to do "that" so that when we go to our separate lives at least he won't regret because he has done what he really wanted to do. at that very moment, i asked myself do i still have to do some "things" before i leave the school so that i won't have regrets? are there words that should be told before i leave? am i ready to leave this school?
Well,maybe i can say that i am bothered with something and that is i still have to do something so that i won't regret this for the rest of my life (i think). i'll just think that if ferds can do it, why can't i? right? but i hope that this will turn out well. Goodluck to me!

_katkat_

Palm Reading with Bro Errol

Today, during our physics time we had an experiment and sir h wasn't there. so Bro errol substituted him. when we finished our experiment, some of my classmates went to bro for palm reading. because i was too so curious about my future i also went to him to read my palm. and here are the results of the palm reading:some are just in tagalog
1. long life -- i think this one is good.
2. GASTADORA! -- OMG! does it mean i will have a lot of money? that good! right?
3. hindi maingat sa gamit -- awww.. so sad! i pity my things.
4. not that very successful -- now this one is soo not good! i don't agree with this!
5. i will have one child -- yes!! i will not have a hard time taking care of many children!
6. many hurtful relationships -- tsk tsk tsk!!! soo sad!! still not contented with one hurtful relationship? i still need more? tsk!!!
7. Kailangan SIPAG at TIYAGA! -- it only means one thing, DO NOT BE LAZY!!

* some of it are not good right? but it is not yet 100% sure. i can change my fate. i should only do the right things or just learn from my mistakes.

This is soo not me!

Yesterday, i was in sm with friends. we were just malling and finding stuff for the upcoming prom. when julie went home, i was with some of my guy classmates. then and there i saw them holding toy kingdom plastics and some were finding stuff toys so that they could give to their so-called special someone! Seeing them having fun and being soo excited made me feel like having a soft heart. my friends, even my ex sees me as MANHID. yes, i most of the time i am manhid but yesterday it was just soo not me. i became somewhat jealous of the girls that they will be giving the gifts. i don't why i felt that, maybe just maybe i missed the times when someone was giving me those things. u know the feeling of being special. now, this valentine's i'm just having weird feelings!! should i have this kind of feeling? is it just normal? i'm not me today!!! i hate it!!

once again, hapi baleentayns!

Prom Fever

February 14! OMG it's prom already! Still, i'm not yet ready! There are still things i haven't bought yet for the prom like the pouch. i also don't have any accessories. i think i'm just so not ready yet. i'm afraid to look ugly also during the prom. gosh! i'm just soooo worried today! but i hope i really hope that it will be a great night!

Happy Valentine's Everyone!

Volleyball

Today, we will have a volleyball game. Boys and girls. the boys are running for 3rd place versus integrity and the girls are running for championship against obedience. I hope we will win. this will be our last year to prove ourselves and i hope we can do this! Wish us luck!

OH! i hate it soo much! i was in the process of moving on and then all of a sudden you showed up and begin being friendly with me! i hate it sooo much! urgh!

Hugs for Justice -- Bro. Errol

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katherine recio: awww...

katherine recio:>:D<

katherine recio: tenku bro kanina!

katherine recio: congrats!

anebrao:>:D<

anebrao: anytime

anebrao: stand all kat

anebrao: *tall

katherine recio: hehehe..

katherine recio: dont want to cry na e

katherine recio: im geting ugly wen i cry

katherine recio: hahha

anebrao: hahaha

anebrao: no

anebrao: cute nga

katherine recio: oh?!

katherine recio: hahaha

katherine recio: bro,u knw wat..

katherine recio: na iyak ako nag todo2 wen u strted cheering

katherine recio: hehehe

anebrao: ay

anebrao: sorry

anebrao:>:D<

katherine recio: hehe..pero ok lng bro.

katherine recio: i understand nmn bro..

katherine recio: hehe

anebrao: goodnight kapit bahay

anebrao: just tell me if you are sad and i will go there

anebrao: echos

katherine recio: goodnight kapit bahay!

katherine recio: take care!!

anebrao:>:D<

anebrao: you too

katherine recio:>:D<

a very HUGgable chat!hehehe.. even though it was just a short chat it was really comforting.

IT IS NOT FOR US

Is it over? Have the velvet curtain come down? Have the lights of flashing colors stopped blinking? Behind the illusions of the stage are a band of 38, weary yet still FIGHTING.

These are the first four lines of our "winning" verse choir piece! yes, our winning piece! you might wonder why "winning" piece. well, it's because we weren't...... winners. a big sigh on that one.
We had prepared a lot. We practiced! We gave everything we could give. We pray hard! Many were saying we were good. but are we really good?
YES! we are good! we were GREAT! i know it! i'm not being a braggart, ok? i am just being HONEST!
urgh! why not us? why did we not got into top 3? why? why? why? yes, i am frustrated, depressed, angry,sad because we did not win nor just in top 3!haaaii....

Before the start of the contest, i told two of my classmates that during the awarding and when i will hear that the 3rd place will be a 3rd yr i will just stay still. and yes, it did happen. and the feeling was sooooo so!.. but during the announcement of the 2nd and 1st placers, i really don't know what to do. whether i'm going to clap for them or feel sorry for the class or be quiet or i don't know! because of the pain i felt i really can't help it so i started to cry. when i see the 4- faith anciles going to the stage and celebrating their success i was sooo depressed and cannot control my tears. then, immediately the 4- integrity titans cheered and was so happy just behind us. seeing those two 4th year sections celebrating and very happy, i said to myself what about us? why are we not a part of them celebrating? why are we left alone?

But then again, the 4-integrity titans was with us. they were the ones who comforted us and showed to us that we are ONE! THANK YOU GUYS!

Yes, the elocution was not for us but look at the bright side our very own Jiren and Jonathan won the poetry reading and extemporaneuos speaking contest, respectively.

I believe that those kind of things are not given to us because God will give something to us that is far more better than WINNIG THE ELOCUTION!

THE FLASHING LIGHTS WILL NOT STOP BLINKING YET. DON'T CLOSE THOSE CURTAINS. IT IS NOT YET OVER! WE ARE STILL FIGHTING!
STAND TALL JUSTICE MAGISTRATES! WE CAN DO THIS!

_katkat_

New Hobby! according to mikah.

I have a new hobby. it's called editing pics. i'm just new to these things so i can't assure you that the pics are really really good.
to start it all of : i would like to acknowledge Gerald John Go for referring me to the site where i'm editing my pictures.

so here are the pics: