Last night, as i was texting a college classmate he told me something that shocked me! we were at first talking about relationships, then he told me that he is going to say something about me. i was very intrigue about that. i insisted him to tell me what it was. so he told me. and guess what he told me? i know you would not know. here is what he told me: "kat, may rumor bla about cmu nga playgirl ka. tuod na?" then i immediately said that it is a FALSE rumor! at first i was just laughing because it was a bit funny and i know it is definitely not true!
that rumor pissed me off too because i really cannot believe that one of my college classmates could say something like that. they don't even know me and what i've been through with my past relationship then they would say that? i mean, hello?! me? a playgirl? i was even the loyal one. gaad! i could not believe it, just as i thought that i am now getting close with them, then this would happen. i really don't know who to trust, maybe that is why i really do not mingle with others and why i feel so uncomfortable with some of them. i think it is a right choice to be just with my co-ateneans.
it really just pisses me off sooo much, it just goes to show how some people are such low-life and a piece of ****!
how i wish i could be with my magistrates family, the people i could trust the most! i am so missing you guys! (teary eyed)
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Bidding
this entry should be posted a week ago. :)
bidding. we had our bidding last week. this is only for our department, pharmacy and medical technology. we have this bidding because it is a part of our initiation slash "welcoming" of the freshmen!
this is the part where sophomores and juniors will "buy" us in a certain amount and we will become their "slaves" for a day. everyone of us were very nervous and none of us knew what we are going to expect. some would say this is the time where all pmt freshmen would be embarrassed in front of the whole university, some would say it is just for fun, and some would pray that this will not happen. i most certainly am awaiting for this and yet i am also nervous of what is going to happen. yes, it would be embarrassing but it is just a new experience for me.
as the bidding started everyone was watching, some were bought at the amount of 250, 300, 500 pesos. there were also freshmen that was bought at the amount of 1 thousand pesos and above, those people were the beautiful and handsome students but in my honest opinion, some students that were bought at 1k and above are not really good looking! laughs!
i was bought at just a low amount but my "master" is a not so good looking guy, and he looks a bit "manyak", that is what scares me the most.
still waiting for initiation...
bidding. we had our bidding last week. this is only for our department, pharmacy and medical technology. we have this bidding because it is a part of our initiation slash "welcoming" of the freshmen!
this is the part where sophomores and juniors will "buy" us in a certain amount and we will become their "slaves" for a day. everyone of us were very nervous and none of us knew what we are going to expect. some would say this is the time where all pmt freshmen would be embarrassed in front of the whole university, some would say it is just for fun, and some would pray that this will not happen. i most certainly am awaiting for this and yet i am also nervous of what is going to happen. yes, it would be embarrassing but it is just a new experience for me.
as the bidding started everyone was watching, some were bought at the amount of 250, 300, 500 pesos. there were also freshmen that was bought at the amount of 1 thousand pesos and above, those people were the beautiful and handsome students but in my honest opinion, some students that were bought at 1k and above are not really good looking! laughs!
i was bought at just a low amount but my "master" is a not so good looking guy, and he looks a bit "manyak", that is what scares me the most.
still waiting for initiation...
Sunday, July 5, 2009
sad
i never knew being in college can be sooo sad! i really do not know what to do anymore. i sometimes want to go back to high school or just stay at home and do things i like. i just don't like being in college right now. it is so uncomfortable in my class, until now i haven't adjusted very well. i feel that my self-esteem went down. i'm always quiet when tintin and gwen is not yet around. it is soo hard to interact with others, they're so hard to approach. sometimes i feel like crying because i know that i'm in a place that i don't really belong! huhuhuhuhu...
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