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it really is just suckish when someone texts u and ask if u can meet because he was sooo eager to see u again so u said yes. when u were there in the meeting place the person was there too. but he was with a friend and u were too. he saw u, u saw him. you were waiting that he would come near you but he did not because he was the waiting for you to come near him. and so u did. he introduced u to his friend and so did u. u separated and met again BUT he did not even once talk to you because he was talking to your friend! you were making signals so that he would speak to u and yet he did not. u asked if u 2 can walk around the field but he would want to be with his friends. he left he did not even told me.

suckish or wat?!! honestly, this is what happened to me last night during uDay! i just want to get a knife and stab him in the back! i could not believe why he did that?! i was with my friend, rocelle, that time. my "friend" and rocelle were friends too, that's why they were the ones talking the second time we met. i was just pissed off because i planned to be with my friends and bond with them, but because he begged that we will see each other i said yes. but i never expected that this is what will happen!

what i really hate is that he did not effort at all so that he could talk to me. i mean he said that he wants to talk to me, i gave him a chance but he did not do anything! he'll just talk to me if i started talking to him???? what the hell?!!! i think that's unfair!!! i could've left him but rocelle was stopping me and because of that i just took my handy dandy cellphone and texted some of my friends so that i could calm down! i just effin hate that night!!! i don't know if he knows i'm mad at him because he's a moronic gay asshole!

and yes i'm sooo mad! and the very awful uDay just added the madness in me! X-(